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Feature from EJ Cook - Thursday, 01 January 1970 @ 10:00am
Feature from admin - Monday, 14 November 2011 @ 11:08am
7 months ago my life took a change and I
found out that I was pregnant; I had mixed emotions about the situation, on one
hand I was thrilled to be expecting and yet felt afraid of what society may
think of me as a 22 year old woman having a baby. Although I have never been
much to care about what others think of me I found myself worried about been
judged. I quickly put those feelings aside as I had a lot more important things
to worry about, the amount of decision making there is to be done before the
baby arrives is never ending, it's extremely hard to do when it's your first
time.
The first 3 months of the pregnancy were
the hardest as I was unfortunate enough to have morning sickness that lasted
24/7, it started to feel as if I would feel that way throughout the entire
pregnancy. I felt nauseous everyday/all day, feeling like you need to be sick
all the time is something I could never adjust to. Or waking up in the middle
of the night dead tired having been sick for hours, I didn't know it was
possible to be that sick!! Luckily once the first trimester was over I started
to feel normal again and was able to enjoy been pregnant.
In the second trimester I had a few ups and
downs, catching the flu twice was something new to experience while being
pregnant, I quickly discovered you are unable to take any medication to help
feel better as most things can have an effect on your baby. The emotional and physical journey I took
throughout these months was terrifying, watching my body change and feeling sad
about things that wouldn't usually bother me. I definitely became a lot harder
to live with!!!
I've learnt that been pregnant is an
experience that changes your life in so many ways. I found being limited to
activities I would usually do the hardest, I had to learn to depend on others a
lot more to do certain things for me. In the beginning nine months seems like a
life time to wait, but I have discovered that it goes extremely fast, I am now
4 weeks away for having my baby boy and it only feels like a day away now!! I'm
looking forward to seeing what the future holds as being a first time mother is
so exciting and nerve wracking.